1. |
the onion
02:54
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the onion
There's no parking
No parking on campus
So I'll bike in this rain
Down the bike path
By the river
Past the ducks and cranes
You never know
On the bike path
What you might find
There's an onion
On the bike path
That someone's left behind
I get to thinking as I pedal faster
I get to thinking about what you said
I get to wondering what you were after
I get a little lost inside my head
There's an onion
On the bike path
That's what I said
There's an onion
on the bike path
and now it's in my head
I feel the layers peel, I pedal faster
I hear the words you said, I felt the chop
there's no resisting there'll be tears and laughter
Sometimes the memories are hard to stop... now
You're the onion
On the bike path
Just thought you should know... and
I'm the onion
on the bike path
For someone else. It blows.
No one can see my tears be-cause it's raining
No one can know what someone's heart my do
There's a zucchini in a prophylactic
Guess there's no ridding me of thoughts of you!
There's an onion
And a vacuum
On up ahead... and
You're the onion
on the bike path
and you are in my head
If you go biking please se-cure your groceries
If you go loving please se-cure your hearts
If you come bike with me who knows what we'll see
With any complicated end it starts
You're the onion
On the bike path
In case you didn't know... and
I'm the onion
on the bike path
For someone else and so it goes
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2. |
the janky hammer blues
03:16
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the janky hammer blues
Maybe you don’t think much
How 'bout right to use me
Proper methods and such
You’re not the first to ruin me
I got them janky
Them janky hammer blues
Yeah, I got them janky
Them janky hammer blues
Baby, I can’t help you
if ya got a loose screw
You can choke up my neck
And have all the control
I will give you just pecks
Ya ain’t got no power no more
If you want power
You gotta give up some control
You want my power
You gotta give up some control
You think you know how to hammer
But, Baby, your banging ain’t got soul
You can hold me from the back
All the power in your hands
But when you hear that thwack
Your throbbing thumb will understand
You feel my power
But You ain’t got control
Yeah, we got power
But you ain’t got control
You gotta find a place of balance, Baby
Of balance in your soul
Hit that nail on the head mmmph
Think you know what I mean
I know I ain’t a Fretz
But I ain't jealous of your peen
I’m just a hammer
I'm feeling like a tool
Yeah, I’m a hammer
With them janky hammer blues
Just cause I’m a hammer, Baby
Don’t mean I’m gonna nail you.
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3. |
pseudonym
02:50
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psuedonym
I am
I am writing down a story
And you're in it now
You don't have to worry I've changed
All the names
So who knows if you're
Jim or maybe Betty
No one will know
Except for me
and maybe you
I am
I am not about to admit
I'm still in it now
I'll insist that this is fiction
If someone asks
So who knows if I'm
Jen or part of Eddie
No one will know
Except for me
and maybe you
So who knows if we're
Ever really ready
No one will know
Except for me
and maybe you
I am
I am writing down a story
Come be in it now
You don't have to worry I change
All the names
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4. |
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erizos aka the hedgehog song
I took a walk right at sunrise
The ocean's calm and it's slack tide
I lived so close to the beach
I left the house with a snorkle
There's so much life in the coral
That I was ready to see....
The ocean's pink during sunrise
There's so much beauty I might cry
I took a moment to breathe....
and dig my toes in the white sand
I think there's no one around and
Then someone's talking to me
He said
Hola Chica
Welcome to Costa Rica
Eres bonita
Would you like to rent an umbrella
I know I looked like a tourist
But I lived there, I teach English
So I replied in his tongue
I said
Mira, mae
Soy tu vecina
Y ya me conoces
No me recuerdas?
Now I'm just realizing
Maybe y'all don't speak Spanish
No idea what I've said
I really should learn to narrate
From here on out I will translate
More or less what we said
I said
Dude, I'm your neighbor
You already know me
I'm not a tourist
So thanks but I'm okay
He said he'd leave me to snorkle
But first he just had to warn me
The beach is unsafe today
There must've been a storm at sea
So watch your feet, please believe me
The hedgehogs are everywhere
I said,
Hedgehogs
He said
Hedgehogs
With a very earnest face
I said,
Hedgehogs?!
He said
Hedgehogs
They really hurt to step on
He said they make some good eating
But that their spikes could be poison
Be careful walking the beach
Though I'm a woman of logic
I pictured hedgehogs on beach towels
They rented an umbrella
Those Hedgehogs
Poison Hedgehogs
Their beachballs would deflate
Do hedgehogs
even live here
or are they on vacation?
He left me doubting my Spanish
I shook it off just to start fresh
Returned my sights to the sea
I donned my flippers and snorkle
and as my face broke the surface
There were hedgehogs surrounding me....
Hedgehogs
Tons of hedgehogs
Unbeknownst to me
There's Hedgehogs
Little hedgehogs
There are hedgehogs in the sea
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5. |
sing like a girl
04:23
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sing like a girl
I can't believe in this day and age what
You would say to me when I come off the stage
“That was alright, girl, That was okay, but
Don't you think it might sound
better this way”
“You could sing like a girl
You should sing like a girl
Bet you'd sound alright if you
sang like a girl”
What are you getting at, man, you sound like a twat
It’s ironic at best I somehow don’t pass your test
I don’t know what you mean, am I singing too low
well hell that’s just where
my voice wants to go
“You could sing like a girl
You should sing like a girl
Bet you'd sound alright if you
sang like a girl”
I could wear a skirt or a low cut shirt
But I don't think that'd change my vocal range or
What my voice wants, or what my words say
So you best get used to me
Singing this way
Wait, so, Prince can sing like a girl
But not Nina Simone?
And I don't sing like a girl?
Man, My mind is just blown – I bet you rarely are
I’ve a female default but have you heard of gestalt
Pussy, lipstick, and heart I'm more than the sum of my parts and
I don’t know what you mean, Are my lyrics unclean?
If my language gets rough
Can I not have a muff?
I can sing like a girl
This is me singing like a girl
I think I sound alright
When I sing like a girl (which is all the time!)
I can tell you’ve got beef, turns out I’m veg
I’ll think of you when I queef, or I’m trimming the hedge
Your gender norms are passé, So you'd better make way
They will soon be extinct so
If you're gonna talk, think
And you know maybe you should think like a girl
If you think at all
And I will sing like a girl
Never make myself small
When I sing like a girl
We should sing like girls
I never really wrote an end to this song
I just kinda I pictured it fading out or something
Ain't that just like a girl.
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6. |
hot spot
03:39
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hot spot
My pup she has a spot
She just can’t leave alone
And I know how she feels
That dog without a bone
That dog without a bone
It gets hard not to scratch
That overwhelming itch
When underneath your skin
The nerves start to twitch
The nerves start to twitch
It’s a hot spot to find yourself in
It's a hot spot and she's tearing in
It's a hot spot, Don't know what to do
It's got us feeling blue
And, baby, how bout you?
As soon as I remove
That wicked cone of shame
She'll tear right through her skin
Aren’t we all just the same
We ain't got no shame?
Those teeth can feel so good
Relief starts sinking in
You know it's going deep
Is this pain a sin?
This must be a sin...
It’s a hot spot We find ourselves in
It's a hot spot and I'm diving in
Hot spot the itch is intense
you stop making sense
Let madness commence
With tooth and nail we go
Lord knows it feels so good
We know the wounds will show
You still know you would
Hey, maybe we should....
Hot spot, Doodle y doo
Hot spot, Me and you
Hot spot, I think she needs medicine
Oh, What a state we're in!
Oh, What a state we're in!
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7. |
hey, jenny
05:30
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Hey Jenny
When I started college
I was still an awkward teen
Sure I was tight with knowledge
But social people weren’t my scene
I tried to be congenial
And I tried to make some friends
But even if you’re keen you’ll
Pro’bly trip up in the end
Hey Jenny. Hey Jenny
I met a guy he’s older
Went by the name of Scott
He’s confident and bolder
But a good listener he was not
Scott’s in most of my classes
I see him every day
While I’m matching all his sasses
He usually gets his way
Hey, Jenny. Hey, Jenny.
(And Scott said)
Hey, Jenny, did you do the assignment?
Hey, Hey, Jenny, do you know what this line meant?
Hey, Jenny, Hey, Jenny.
I said,
hey man my name's not Jenny
He said okay Jennifer
No, I think I’ll call you Jenny
A shorter name's what I prefer
Hey, Jenny, can I see what you're drawing?
Hey, Hey, Jenny, do you hear the muses calling?
Hey, Jenny, Hey, Jenny.
Maybe he thought it flirty
I found it kinda rude
I couldn’t quite correct him
Ruin the patriarchal mood
Hey, Jenny, did you go to see that movie?
Hey, Hey, Jenny, Did ya think it was groovy?
Hey, Jenny, Hey, Jenny,
So I let him call me Jenny
Past the point of no return
And for months now I've been Jenny
Don’t know how he didn’t learn
Hey, Jenny, you sure are looking pretty
Hey, Hey, Jenny, do you think I’m witty
Hey, Jenny, Hey, Jenny,
Then one day Susan walked in
Hey Margarita How ya been?
And Scott he just starts laughing
Certain she is mistaken
Her name's Jenny
Why'd you call her Margarita?
You know Jenny...
You been drinking señorita?
Hey, Jenny. Hey, Jenny.
Well I told you I was awkward
Maybe never more than then
I said a name's just a word
He might as well have called me Ben
Margarita
Man I knew your name was too long
Margarita
It does't fit into my song.
Hey Jenny.... oh well...Margarita
How is that even a name?
Margarita
I will never be the same
Hey Jenny..... Margarita
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8. |
waves
02:07
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Waves
When the waves are crashing 'round
Can't tell what is up from down
And you try to make a sound
you must save yourself you
Suck that danger into you
Holy smokes, you're turning blue
Light is coming into view
to escape this wreck and
When you're there
Floating on air
You can see
All life can be
Panic settling back in
Sweat is beading on your skin
Someone overwound your pin
can't release yourself you
Spin through thoughts inside your head
Know you'll never get to bed
Hold on tight to that loose thread
You could unravel and
When you do
You'll make it through
You will see
All life could be
Listening will be your task
you're the one you need to ask
how to tear away the mask
to reveal yourself, if
you are just a little brave
You will catch another wave
Don't let doubt make you its slave
Take a big deep breath and
Then you're there
Floating on air
You will see
All you can be
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9. |
love potatoes
04:16
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Love potatoes
I found A feeling
Heart’s pounding Loud
I’d bet it’s fleeting
But that’s allowed
Adorable humans in my world
and piles of love potatoes
As every story comes unfurled
We tend to lose our halos
But I don’t mind
I know we’ll shine
Move steady forward
Light fire to fear
This time the reward is
Just that you’re here
Wonder how we’ll fall through this world
If we will make an impact
Thoughts can get lost down trails that twirl
Things could get really abstract
But I don’t mind
I know we’ll shine
We had a moment
Simple and good
Who knew it could be so
Misunderstood
Maybe this song has gone off track
Where are my love potatoes
I’ll spend the time I can’t get back
To find what we’re really made of
But I don’t mind
I know we’ll shine
Adorable humans in my world
and piles of love potatoes
As every story comes unfurled
We tend to lose our halos
But I don’t mind
I know we’ll shine
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10. |
cracks
05:37
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Cracks
Do you remember... how you.... ?
In the beginning.... when I would..... ?
Has it been that long? I wonder....
Since we were laughing together like we always did.
I didn't know you.... when you....
Before you knew me.... I would always...
I had to see you....that time
And then you hit the floor hard when I walked in
And time it keeps running
Our thoughts take us back
The light that is coming
Will shine though this crack
You couldn't see me.... so I....
Though we were frightened... we never...
You couldn't show me.... so we....
Really one can't tell what will be from what used to be
And time it keeps running
Our thoughts HOLD us back
The light that is coming
Will shine though this crack
Now I don't know you.... and she....
But when I'm dreaming... you tell me....
I wake and wonder... if I.....
Before I float back to so-called reality
And time it keeps running
Our DREAMS take us back
The light that is coming
Will shine though this crack
From your perspective.... was there....
Now when you see me... you never....
It doesn't matter... but I....
Can hear the clock tick and wonder what that really was...
There's bells that need ringing
the sun's at my back
This song that I'm singing
Will shine though my cracks
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Margarita O'Brien Eugene, Oregon
Margarita rediscovered her musical roots when she found a guitar in the house she was housesitting in the rain forest in
Costa Rica during rainy season.
Soon after the ukulele stole her heart away.
In a developing style she likes to call quirk-folk, she writes songs of her life, stories for which you may have been an unwitting muse, encouraging words, and the saddest happy songs she can muster.
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